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ah man, i've missed this place so much! and i can proudly say that i will be on at least once a week now! school is going great, other than for my a.p. chem class, i am acing everything! even precalc ^-^

as for my art... well... my parents have gone on the extreme and threw out my sketchbook while i was out with my friends.... all i have is my previous rough draft of SMfS.....the rest are GONE. i was so pissed...

kinda good news is that they didn't touch my art portfolio from school, since i'm still adding to that, so i have to restart my comic, get up some inspiration and my pencil and get rid of my laziness! ya!
(probably wont go far unless i'm hyper XD)

so far its smooth sailing for i am ontop of my homework and i have turned in my one big college app... just wait a few weeks for it to get hectic, haha...

but! i have found my media that i am really really good at! i am good at...*drum roll*
acrylics!

surprising for me, really, since i love to sketch. but because i play the piano often and on the computer even more often, my wrists are getting bad, i suppose.... ah well, gotta love the art =]

so yeah, i'm back and i apologize for making you gusy wait =]

You'dthink that with summer, with no school, i'd have enough time...



but then i didnt count on my parents being big butts of themselves and keeping me busy and reluctant to go back to my art....

and it doesnt help that this is my senior year. here comes the increasing pressure of good grades, better gpa, and amazing schools. i. am. screwed. i am out of my mind! and with my parents condoning my art and calling it useless for my future doesnt exactly put me in the mood...

on the good hand, i have finished the second part of So Much for Studying, but i am currently in california and won't be home till the 13th. i've had it done for a while, but we took apart the computer room to put in hardwood floorss (used to be carpet) and the scanner is all funky....and the fact that i havent even started my precalc and lit homework...TT.TT

so please have patience! i will be on soon!

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^ check it out!

so...hehe, page two of SMS.....its done, but i'm grounded for supposedly "talking back". i'm technically not supposed to be on the internet now anywhos, so this is our little secret, okay? plus, the scanner wont work so i have to fix that....

and i got my ACTs back. haha yeah... 24. honestly, i think its bad, but seeing as i dont know what its out of, i can't really say. next yea ris going to be a doozy. my classes will eventually kill me off and the pressure of college is growing. on the plus side, for my dad's birthday last saturday, he got himself an AMAZING looking Toshiba lap top thats going to be mine in august ^w^ . so i'm happy with that =C{D <( )

Survey#1
1. Honestly, what color is your bra (or undershorts if you're a boy)?
uh...*looks down* green with pink polka dots

2. Honestly, what’s on your mind?
Yum, chicken nuggets....F*&$ the person that finished the honey mustard!

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
typing!

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
nope, im as attractive as....my math teacher!

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
skipped class, hee he >w<

6. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
<3 Disney channel

7. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
eh...just an ITTY BITTY part

8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
thinking about bubble tea and living away from my parents in an apartment covered with anime =]

9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
nope, i am a proud ex-nail-biter-person

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes, very much so =]

11. Honestly, when is the last time you went to Taco Bell?
i can even remember TTATT

12. Honestly, are you in denial?
XD yesh...

13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
Tiki Tea, home of the awesome Bubble Tea reachable to me in MI!

14. Honestly, do you like someone?
>///> NOO....*in denial*

Survey #2

Anger Section

1. What do you do when you're mad?
i cry, stutter, and stomp around. oh, and i'm all depressed and stuff

2. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yup

3. Do you swear when your mad?
yeah...its a bad habit i'm trying to break

Crying Section

1. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
monday and tuesday. the day i got my ACT back and i got a huge fight with my parents just from asking to help with math hmwk...

2. When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?
tuesday

3. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
not really. they'll water, but i won't cry

4. What usually makes you cry?
social, family problems. hard math problems

Happy section

1. Are you usually a happy person?
i'm told i am

2. What can make you happy?
my awesome friends, bubble tea, drawing

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
UBER YES!

Self-Esteem Section.

1. Do you believe in yourself?
um, i suppose

2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you agree?
not really, no

3. Are you one of those people that thinks they are ugly?
no, i'm not ugly, i'm just not attractive to most testosterone covered arrogant males

dA Section

1. Why did you join dA?
....i dont remember i joined up a long time ago on a different user, never put anything up, lost my password and username, lost my email, so i just kept signing up again whenever those things happened,

2. Are you addicted to deviantART?
just an ITTY bit

3. What type of people were you hoping to meet?
fun people!

4. Are you looking for love on dA?
um...no, no thank

5. What do you think of the person that tagged you with this evil survey?
hehe, i kinda sorta really stole it from
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Well, SPRING BREAK IS FINALLY HERE!!! WOOOOO! *parties*

this past month, i've probably had more bubble tea than all the years that i have ever had it. its awesome! and in just a few hours, i'm off to Chicago to my aunts (the one that has a really bad internet connection, so i wont be on very often) and she lives 3 blocks away from the best chinese in Chicago, the best bubble tea shop in The Whole WIde World, and from the mall. TTuTT i can die easy now, lol.

And now, concerning my art stuff: I'm finishing up the doujinshi, just need to color it. so i should be able to put it up soon. however, since my aunt does not have a scanner, the latest i can put it up is april 11 (depends what time we get home) or the 12th. sorry for the long wait (kind of). =] i'll have it up ASAP! and this gives me reason to start on the third one

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And on a sidenote...here is a little snippet of how you know you are(were) a Catholic School Girl:
1.You mastered the art of cheating and cramming.
2. At one time, you liked your uniform.
3. You got kicks outta being able to wear you PJs to school.
4. You have a way of making yourself look so innocent when everyone knows that you really aren't.
5. You violated as many dress codes as possible and when you get caught, you pretended that you 'didnt know'.
6. You have countless obsessions with guys you have never even met or never talked to.
7. Every male above a 5 on the 1-10 scale is considered the hottest thing ever
8. You have NO problem joking around about being a lesbian.
9. You spent many a religion class listening to your teacher preach about the Church's take on premarital sex, abortion, and the death penalty.
10. You SERIOUSLY don't know how to shut up.
11. At least one of your friends names are Sarah, Katie, Megan, Alison or Lauren.
12. People ask you if you still have your uniform and if you would wear it for them.
13. Your skirts stopped fitting, but were too cheap/lazy to buy new ones, so you just pinned them.
14. Shaving your legs was optional, even when wearing skirts. Actually, putting any effort into your appearance was optional.
15. Whenever guys came on campus, the entire school knew their names, cars they were driving, which school they were from and eye color within minutes
16. Showering is rare. You shower at least twice a week.

Love you guys!

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^^ hi everyone! ahaha, remember thaat one 'ol journal entry that said i had a new drawing series? weeeelll....that one got pushed back . but don't be sad! i have a new one that is better (hopefully) and so full on insinuations its taking me and my closet pervert twin (tripleets if need be) to fill in the spaces on the paper

herre it is!!!

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i'm working on editing the second entry for SMS. i have everything, including people (though they're only stick figures for now), i'm just editing, like i said. I'm giving away BIG hints in one of the comments for the picture, so look it up

however, i won't givve up the other series. i already have a picture done for it, but with all these contests and school and what not, i'm having troulbe editing that one too. the doujinshi is easier because i can do it in drawing class ^^. i'll try to work on the other one too, but no promises.

ooh! and on an excellent note, i had bubble tea yesterday! er, on friday! due to Ring Day, which should just be renamed to Juniors Day, we got out really really early, 10 ish and we had the rest of the day to our selves. so me, and some friends went down to 12 Oaks to Tiki Tea and i had a mango bubble tea with EXTRA bubbles. *sigh* i am in heaven ^_^

oh! and before i forget, i'm into 2 new animes, and one more if i can get the book.... The awesome animes are Godfather and Absolute Boyfriend. Godfather is awesome, packed with action and drama-ish, The Cain Saga is an anime i really want to read and absolute boyfriend, omigosh, its like a fancition in manga . i know i said the same thing about KARE:First Love (which is also a really cute anime), but this is soo cuute! this girl wants a boyfriend so she orders one online and doesn't read that its a sex doll . but he starts growing his own conscience and the girl's long time childhood friend-turned-hottie is after her heart too, so its drama, slightly pervert-ish , but very cute

[EDIT] okay, so i was talking to my dad after this HUGE spat with my mom, and i mention that my art would be cooler if i had photoshop and a tablet. and my dad goes "we have a tablet, and your uncle has photoshop, so why don't you use them?" and i'm just staring at him o0. i've been drawing since freshmen year (2004/2005) and he knows that i love my pencil and markers/crayons/colored pencils and my sketch pad, but i want to try digital art and stuff....and he didn't bother telling me we have a tablet! so i was a bit irritated at this point, and i install it and everything and i find out it doesnt work. so i'm like, "oh, alright, its okay, my uncle still has photoshop." but does he REALLY have photoshop? nooo, cuz he sold it in a garage sale....
got my hopes reall high and got shot down, haha.... [/EDIT]



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